Phobia
I came to realization and admitted my biggest phobia out loud yesterday. I am afraid of going to a foreign place alone.
When going out to eat and I arrive the earliest, I'm usually asked to get a table first but I try not to. So what I usually do is try to arrive a little later than the agreed time or wait in the car.
The funny thing is, I'd rather go shopping alone anytime. But I usually avoid eating at the mall if I'm shopping alone. If I do so have to eat, then a magazine is in order first so that I look busy while I'm eating.
I cannot for the life of me understand this phobia but i absolutely fear it. I think it's the constant stares of people when you're alone that have made me like this. The idea of walking into a foreign place with lots of people and them staring at me as I enter horrifies me big time! I think it boils down to the fact that I don't really wanna be alone. As it is, I'm going everywhere alone.
So yeah, there you go...that's my biggest fear.
I wrote this because I realize my blog very neglected but not like anyone reads it anymore anyway.
When going out to eat and I arrive the earliest, I'm usually asked to get a table first but I try not to. So what I usually do is try to arrive a little later than the agreed time or wait in the car.
The funny thing is, I'd rather go shopping alone anytime. But I usually avoid eating at the mall if I'm shopping alone. If I do so have to eat, then a magazine is in order first so that I look busy while I'm eating.
I cannot for the life of me understand this phobia but i absolutely fear it. I think it's the constant stares of people when you're alone that have made me like this. The idea of walking into a foreign place with lots of people and them staring at me as I enter horrifies me big time! I think it boils down to the fact that I don't really wanna be alone. As it is, I'm going everywhere alone.
So yeah, there you go...that's my biggest fear.
I wrote this because I realize my blog very neglected but not like anyone reads it anymore anyway.
Posted by andrea at 10:33 AM ::
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