STRESS!

Here are the symptoms:

1) Migraine
2) Dry eyes
3) Fever
4) Scratchy throat
5) Sleepiness
6) Tired
7) Dread the road to work
8) Loss of appetite for lunch
9) Junk food galore (chocolates)
10) Anxiety
11) Oily skin
12) Diarrhea!!

There is definitely something wrong with me! Last night was the last straw! I came home with a migraine and after eating, I had a bout of diarrhea! Damn! Ok, maybe it was the food but if it was the food, I would have been in the toilet the whole nite but it was just one time and then stopped. Then at 3am...I had to run to the toilet again!

BLOODY HELL!!!

And it didn't help that after that I crawled back to bed with a tummy ache...My eyes are still dry and I feel tired even after 7 hours of sleep...My migraine is like waiting to come out and play and the thought of another day is dreadful.

I think what's affecting me the most is that someone in the office that is bugging the hell out of me. Yes, I shall not name names but those of you who know me know I've been bitching about this person that can't even pick up the phone to call client! And while I'm busy with 2 client's work, this person is playing Solitaire on their notebook!!!!! WTF!!!!

The working environment that I used to love is now the place I hate to be in but have no choice. I'm also starting to feel 'sien' with the work that I'm doing. Want to do something new...so if you know of anyone looking for people in media (not planning) or PR, let me know!

I Can't Take It Anymore!

The past few weeks have been a frenzy. It's been all about work, work, work and more work. My bed is only for sleeping. No lazing around and enjoying the comforts of the bed and the room.

Last week, it was even crazier. My collegue and I had to prepare for a presentation. I would have gone home a lot earlier but then I saw her working so hard, and I thought, I better help her otherwise, we'll never see the end. Thank goodness I did...but we worked till 2.30am!!

Everyday of the week has been drama in the office and I'm starting to get sick and tired of it. I want to leave but yet I'm too scared to move. Sigh...

Above all this, I'm trying to save money to help out in the house. I've done what most of you thought I wouldn't be able to do which is to cut my credit card up. I did it! And to really make sure I never use it again, DannyBoy broke the part where the chip is into another half, so now there really is no way to swipe. That is my new year's resolution, to get rid of the debts.

On top of all this, I have been bitchy with CatchMeNot. I know I shouldn't but I'm doing so. I haven't seen him since for a while now and I'm pissed because he has the time to go everywhere else but to yam cha with me, he says he's too busy. Can go to Hartamas and drink but cannot come to my place for coffee. No wonder I'm bitchy! Only calls me when he needs help...wah...so bitchy can die! I'm giving up!

As for freinds, I'm trying to spend time with them when I can because I don't want them to feel neglected.

Daddy's coming home from Dubai tonight!! Yay!!!

The Beauty Of A Woman

The Beauty of A Woman

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman," she told him
"I don't understand," he said
His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will..."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry
Finally, he put in a call to God; and when God got on the phone, the man said,
"God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said," When I made the woman, she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort..."
"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children..."
"I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining..."
"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly..."
"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart..."
"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly..."
"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed...This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see, the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair"
"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

Barely Breathing

I'm barely breathing....Drowning in work and the year has only begun!!! Give me a break!!

Weekend Retreat

I'm off for the weekend for a little retreat. Have a great weekend! See y'all!!

New Year 2007

Happy New Year Everyone!!!!

I must say that I had one hell of a new years eve/new years. One that I don't think I will ever forget.

From Friday right through to Monday, I did not have much sleep at all. Friday, hung out at mamak with Hobbit and Chiam and his friend Daniel until 3.30am. Lepak the whole afternoon on Saturday whilst baby sitting my nephew. Evening, went out with Hobbit and SuperJann, and then hung out and TTDI mamak with them and SwenBobo and her friend Jaime. We played hilarious games till 3am. Was pretty much horizontal the whole of Sunday. After church service, headed to SwenBobo's place for new year's drinking session. Didn't get any sleep throughout the night and half of the next day. Caught some shut eye in the afternoon and then I was out again! SwenBobo came to pick me from my brother's place and we went to A&W's and then to Devi's Corner. We were out till 2am. My new year's day came and went without me even embracing it.

At least I still have another 362 days more to embrace 2007...I hope...