In Awe

I met a cute guy....hahaha...I'm always saying that! But get this, he's Chinese! Yeah...I know, first thing Lee Lian did was check to see if I was having a fever of somewhat. I have usually talked about other races of the opposite sex and not my own race. Why? Ask me personally if you wanna find out.

Ok, back to this guy...well, I should say man. He's 33! He's cute...he would be what we ladies called very 'man'. Definitely not the little boy types *andrea grins sheepishly* Am I awe struck by this man...no...I just find him cute. No, he isn't Cuci Mata Object. I think I will name him Astro Man. Corny but hey...he works as the sales manager in Astro. To me, he is the media owner, I call him if I need something for my client and to him, I am his client. So would Andrea go after someone like him? No....she just thinks he's cute and knows it isn't going to go anywhere...it is just a professional relationship. Geez...why am I still talking about him???!!!!!!

Moving on....on Monday as I was driving to the gym, I chanced upon a rainbow in the sky. I admired its beauty amidst the traffic jam on the highway. Then on Tuesday, I saw another one. I didn't think much to it...could be just coincidence. This morning, as I was driving to work, there it was again in front of my eyes. Perfect and beautiful just the way God intended it to be. It looked like the one that Noah saw after the floods. I was and still am in awe of it beauty. God, are you trying to tell me something?

Questionaire

Place an x by all the things you've done, or remove the x from the ones you have not, and send it to all of your friends (including me).

(X) Smoked a cigarette (Hey…gotta try everything once right..)
(X) Drank so much you threw up (two birthdays ago)
( ) Crashed a friend's car
( ) Stolen a car
(X) Been in love
(X) Been broken up
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Quit your job
(X) Been in a fist fight (I was in primary 2)
( ) Snuck out of your parent's house
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (so many times!)
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(X) Lied to a friend
(X) Skipped school
(X) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico
( ) Been laid off
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington, DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke (dare not do it)
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) Danced in the rain
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sunset with someone you care about
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(X) Gone roller skating (rollerblading count?)
( ) Ran out of petrol
( ) Skinny dipped
( ) Broken a horse
( ) Swam with dolphins/whales
( ) Seen a fortune teller

Any nicknames? Andy, Andy Pandy, Andy Panties!, Drea
What's your mum's name? Lorene
What is your favourite drink? Non alcoholic – water; alcoholic - Cosmopolitan
Tattoos? I wish I had the guts!
Body piercing? Are you kidding me….of course…one on the navel too!
Favourite vacation spot? Anywhere’s good….even my room
Ever steal any traffic signs? Nope. But I know a friend who stole part of the traffic light!
Ever been in a car accident? Erm….3 minor ones…I think…
2 Door or 4 Door? 4
Salad dressing? Thousand Islands
Favourite pie? Not one in particular
Favourite number? Don’t have one
Favourite movie? Never Been Kissed
Favourite holiday? I loved them all
Favourite food? Anything chocolate or cheesy
Favourite day of the week? Saturday
Favourite brand of body soap? Don’t have one in particular
Favourite TV Show? Sex & the City & CSI
Favourite smell? The smell of rain
What do you do to relax? Lie in bed and think about everything
Message to your friends reading this? Erm….choose life…
What time is it now? 12.02pm

My Lowest

I wrote this poem on Easter Sunday as this was the lowest of my low with God. I'm not one to rhyme my words....but this poem speaks what I really feel and have been feeling for a while now.

I feel emptiness
Emptiness so deep I cannot define the depth
I feel emptiness
A void I cannot fill

I feel lost
Lost that I cannot find the way
I feel lost
Lost that I cannot see the light

I feel broken
Broken to pieces of thousands
I feel broken
Pieces that I cannot mend

I feel these three
My spirit empty, lost and broken
Lord, hold my hand so that I might find the way
Lord, mend me that I may be whole again
Lord, fill my spirit that it may be full again

Jesus Take The Wheel

You might not understand why I put this song...but at this point...it means something to me...

Jesus Take The Wheel by Carrie Underwood

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It's been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus take the wheel

Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

Needing Assurance

I am needing the assurance that my place in heaven is guaranteed....Lord, only you know how I really feel....only you know what I really want to say....