Bi-polar Singleness

It's starting again...that feeling that I may never settle down is starting to creep in on me again...

It's like as if I have Bi-polar Depression. I experience the manic stage where I'm happy where I am and that it doesnt bother me that I'm single. I should be happy because I have all the freedom to eat when I want, sleep when I want to and go anywhere as I please.

But then when I look at the couples around me, that's when it hits me I'm very much alone even though I have my freedom.

So instead of Bi-polar Depression, I suffer Bi-polar Singleness.

Help....