Coward

The more I think about it, the more I think that Jack In The Box is a coward!

Please explain my anger? Well, from the start, he never wanted to let me know how he felt about me. I had to beat it out of him. The we break up and he doesn't even fight for me, he just lets me go. A year later, we're back in this circle and I'm not the one who ran away, he did. He went missing in action, never told me anything and assumed I would be fine. Obviously, I had to move on. And then he comes back again and it's the same thing all over again! After saying that he's still in love with me, he disappears again! This time, I am not at fault at all....I was willing to stay put with him....but NO...it wasn't enough for him! And he doesn't even have the guts to tell me!!!

The more I think about it, the more I really think that the Jack In The Box that I knew is not the same one I know now. He's become a coward...afraid of commitment...just plain afraid...

I was willing to stand by him...but he just gave it up!!! The more I think about it, the more I feel hurt....the more I feel taken for granted...

Why did you give it up????!!!!!! WHY????